Pt 1
It's a trap
I already know that
But the second I saw that perfect looping handwriting
With the wrong name
Stained onto the parchment
My heart slid into my throat
Beating like the wings of a hummingbird
Blood rushed into my cheeks
A clear betrayal
My true emotions revealed
I knew he was watching
Brushed my brunette curls into my face
Concealing
He finally broke
His unaffected posturing
Smooth expressions
Despite the filth he read in my mind
He was a master at revealing nothing
Always reaching in
With shadow laced fingers
Never being read
A solid brick wall
But now
He showed what he wanted
Through thin trickery
A siren call
Even now I'm sure he's rationalizing
Telling himself confident lies
If only he takes me
He won't be distracted
Not even sure he will
Go through with it
Maybe he'll just watch
Stalk through the castle
Blend into the shadow
Wait for my confusion
Wait for me to run
Sense something off
He thinks he knows my mind
Knows what I want
A simple damsel
In need of devouring
Thinks I don't know him
Believe the mask he wears
Perfect boy
Polite
Unbothered
Content
But I see the darkness
He wears like a veil
That's what drew me to him
I know what he's capable of
I fed him my fantasies
Until he thought they were his
And now
He'll show me who he is
Pt 2
Answer the summoning
With wide eyes
Scan the room
Looking for the one I know isn't there
Allow my lip to quiver
My palm to rub
The nonexistent goosebumps
Pretend to feel a ghost
When what's waiting is much darker
I stay until its clear
This isn't his chosen stage
He has to be in control
Not predictable
Come on his terms
So I leave
My footsteps echo
In the empty stone halls
Turning unknown corners
Farther and farther
Into his maze
He wants me afraid
Couldn't just ask me out
Bring me flowers
It's not in his nature
He'd never allow himself soft luxuries
This is the only way
We can get what we want
He'll view it as cruelty
Stealing
I have to be the victim
Practice
Not a distraction
Not a weakness
He's stronger than such frivolites
Finally I feel his presence
Only because he wants me to
Spin around on my heels
But nothing is there
Of course not
A shaky "hello?"
Clutch my hands to my chest
Slowly turn back
Only to be slammed into the wall
His magic a velvet shadow
Binding my wrists
High above my head
Gasp in shock
In fear
But I give myself away
Smile when I catch sight of him
Unstitched from the darkness
Pt 3
Those piercing green eyes
Tight line of his mouth
Still restraining himself
Not even a smile
A second of triumphant victory
He doesn't think he deserves it
This wasn't in his original plan
No time to lust
When there's a world to devour
A system to corrupt
With charming whispers
In the just the right places
He's planned every second
Except this one
I'm flattered
He views me worth the risk
He takes in my expression
Recalculates
"You shouldn't be happy to see me."
His voice is deep and dark
So repressed
He can't fathom
That I've figured him out
Thinks he understands humans
Well enough to predict them
Destroy them
He doesn't understand me
Only the parts I've let him see
Tonight is the first time
We'll truely see each other
Unless he runs
Once he knows
Exactly how dangerous
I really am
Pt 4
He thinks I believe his mask
The calm demeanor
View him as harmless
Friendly
How could he know what I've hidden
The prophesy I've seen
He doesn't know that part of me
It's not something we share
A talent I speak of
Before I first saw him
I saw him
In the crystal glass
How power
Deepens his handsome features
His name becoming one
No one dares to say
The way he rules with fear
Quiet manipulation
The millions
Whose blood is on his hands
The war he starts
How much he loses
I should have run
Told someone
Killed him first
But what I saw didn't scare me
It made me need him
A queen of darkness
To rule by his side
It made me quake in his presence
Bite my lip
Hold back the admiration
When I knew he was in my mind
I gave him a soft version of me
To be exploited
One with shameful tendencies
Controlled by desire
That's not the woman he sees now
"Why shouldn't I? Aren't you my friend?"
"Or has the darkness turned you into someone I should fear?"
His eyes sweep up my body
From my soft-soled shoes
Up my bare calves
The dark red dress
That hides what he wants from him
I can see his restraint crack
His face change
To one ruled by hunger
A small hand movement
His magic rips through the dress
Exposing the lace underneath
He comes close
As if to kiss me
Breath stirring my hair
The heat of his presence
Overwhelming my senses
Hitching my breath
"I am not controlled by darkness."
A soft warning
How dare I think
Anything could control him
Not darkness
Or desire
He's not a slave to such human things
Except he is
He's still a man
He couldn’t control himself
Which means that
Now
He's controlled by me
Pt 5
In his childhood they could see
There was nothing behind his eyes
But cold calculation
He's gotten better at imtiating emotions
Blending in but
He's never been kissed
Softly embraced
He wouldn't even know how
If I hadn't been letting him
Read my filthy fantasies
Maybe if they had been
Sweet
Intimate
That's what he would want
But they weren't
So he doesn't
He devours my mouth with his
The first taste of the drug
I'm determined to get him hooked to
It's clumsy
Mouth tongue and teeth
He bites me
Sucks my bottom lip
Thrusts his tounge
Randomly
He'll learn
The important thing
Is the way he grows
Hard against my thigh
His hands clutching my breasts
Lifting my ass
Suddenly his magic relases me
He steps back
I fall to the floor
Catch myself with my hands
Scrapping my knees
He penatrates my mind
Knowing what he wants
But not sure how to take it
I show him how
To use me for his pleasure
His shadows wrap around my neck
Pulling me to him
They undo his clothes
I don't even get a second to look
Before he's in my mouth
Choking me
Thrusting with complete abandon
Chasing his high
After all of that repression
He just snapped
He's going faster
Harder
Backing me into the wall
My head hits it
Then he stops
Jerking
Filling my mouth
Disappearing
Not giving himself time to recover
Not giving me time to make him stay
He got what he wanted
What I made him want
But he stopped on the threshold
I sigh and pick myself up
He'll be back
Eventually
Maybe he'll actually take me
He's so afraid
Of weakness
Of giving in
Even of feeling pleasure
Like it's a distraction
But I'll break him
Eventually
While convincing him he's the one
Breaking me
(Image source- Unsplash Peter Herrmann)
I like that she’s the one in control 🙂↕️twisty, dark, and delicious
Love the tension! And the release! Whew